FATE???DESTINY???

i'm not sure if i blieve in these words. is there such thing? if there is what has fate or destiny stored for me? everything is falling apart. those who were close to me are no longer there for me. i am leaving this maktab soon, and still no moves from the other side. no pouring feelings, no sharing emotions. its all silent. worse than before. mayb its the thought of me leaving, scaring this person. n here i thought me leaving will make the truth come out. so....we have no fate/destiny. me i hope with you and you i hope with me.

MINE....URS....

You were in college, working part-time, waiting tables
Left a small town and never looked back
I was a flight risk, afraid of fallin'
Wondering why we bother with love, if it never lasts

I say, "Can you believe it?"
As we're lyin' on the couch
The moment, I can see it
Yes, yes, I can see it now

Do you remember, we were sittin' there, by the water?
You put your arm around me for the fist time
You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter
You are the best thing that's ever been mine

Flash forward, and we're takin' on the world together
And there's a drawer of my things at your place
You learn my secrets and figure out why I'm guarded
You say we'll never make my parents' mistakes

But we got bills to pay
We got nothin' figured out
When it was hard to take
Yes, yes

This is what I thought about:

Do you remember, we were sittin' there, by the water?
You put your arm around me for the fist time

You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter
You are the best thing that's ever been mine

Do you remember all the city lights on the water?
You saw me start to believe for the first time
You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter
You are the best thing that's ever been mine

Oh, oh, oh, oh

And I remember that fight, two-thirty AM
You said everything was slipping right out of our hands
I ran out, crying, and you followed me out into the street

Braced myself for the goodbye, cause that's all I've ever known
Then, you took me by surprise
You said, "I'll never leave you alone."

You said, "I remember how we felt, sitting by the water.
And every time I look at you, it's like the first time.
I fell in love with a careless man's careful daughter.
She is the best thing that's ever been mine."

You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter
You are the best thing that's ever been mine

Do you believe it?
We're gonna make it now
And I can see it

I can see it now

LONELY GIRL

again the feeling of loneliness surrounds me. i feel so alone even with all my frens around me. i dun feel like talking with them. i dun feel like hanging out with them. n somehow i feel they feel the same way. i can no longer connect with any of them and it hurts me deep down.

LESSON TO BE LEARNT

Go after what u want. In the face of true love, you dun just give up even if the object of your affection is begging u 2. The gift of the second chance is also important. True love is perseverance and forgiveness.

THIEF OF HEART

u stole my heart and refuse to return it. you dun want to admit ur crime but ur not denying it at the same time. what have i done to deserve this horrible heart torture? please make up ur mind. set me free if u can't handle the pain. ur stare, ur smile, ur jokes, all make me melt. butterflies flutter in my chest n tummy everytime u walk into the store. sometimes i juz wish u can be jealous like i am towards u. :(

GURLZ ROCK!!!!!

Why it's better to be a Woman!

1. We got off the Titanic first.

2. We get to flirt with systems support men who always return our calls, and are nice to us when we blow up our computers.

3. Our boyfriend's clothes make us look elfin & gorgeous. Guys look like complete idiots in ours.

4. We can be groupies. Male groupies are stalkers.

5. We can cry and get off speeding fines.

6. We've never lusted after a cartoon character or the central female figure in a computer game.

7. Taxis stop for us.

8. Men die earlier, so we get to cash in on the life insurance.

9. We don't look like a frog in a blender when dancing.

10. Free drinks, Free dinners, Free movies ... (you get the point).

11. We can hug our friends without wondering if she thinks we're gay.

12. We can hug our friends without wondering if WE'RE gay.

13. New lipstick gives us a whole new lease on life.

14. It's possible to live our whole lives without ever taking a group shower.

15. We don't have to fart to amuse ourselves.

16. If we forget to shave, no one has to know.

17. We can congratulate our team-mate without ever touching her butt.

18. If we have a zit, we know how to conceal it.

19. We never have to reach down every so often to make sure our privates are still there.

20. If we're dumb, some people will find it cute.

21. We don't have to memorize Caddyshack or Fletch to fit in.

22. We have the ability to dress ourselves.

23. We can talk to people of the opposite sex without having to picture them naked.

24. If we marry someone 20 years younger, we're aware that we look like an idiot.

25. Our friends won't think we're weird if we ask whether there's spinach in our teeth.

26. There are times when chocolate really can solve all your problems.

27. We'll never regret piercing our ears.

28. We can fully assess a person just by looking at their shoes.

29. We know which glass was ours by the lipstick mark.

30. We have enough sense to realize that the easiest way to get out of being lost is to ask for directions.

B4 ITS 2 LATE

You're on the phone

With your girlfriend

She's upset

She's going off about

Something that you said

'cause she doesn't get your humor

Like I do

I'm in the room

It's a typical Tuesday night

I'm listening to the kind of music

She doesn't like

She'll never know your story

Like I do

But she wears short skirts

I wear t-shirts

She's cheer captain

And I'm on the bleachers

Dreaming about the day

When you wake up and find

That what you're looking for

Has been here the whole time

If you could see

That I'm the one

Who understands you

Been here all along

So why can't you

See you belong with me

You belong with me.

Walking the streets

With you and your worn out jeans

I can't help thinking

This is how it ought to be

Laughing on a park bench

Thinking to myself

Hey, isn't this easy?

And you've got a smile

That could light up this whole town

I haven't seen it in awhile

Since she brought you down

You say you're fine

I know you better than that

Hey what you doing

With a girl like that

She wears high heels

I wear sneakers

She's cheer captain

I'm on the bleachers

Dreaming about the day

When you wake up and find

That what you're looking for

Has been here the whole time

If you could see

That I'm the one

Who understands you

Been here all along

So why can't you

See you belong with me

Standing by and

Waiting at your backdoor

All this time

How could you not know

Baby

You belong with me

You belong with me.

Oh, I remember

You driving to my house

In the middle of the night

I'm the one who makes you laugh

When you know you're about to cry

And I know your favorite songs

And you tell me about your dreams

Think I know where you belong

Think I know it's with me

Can't you see

That I'm the one

Who understands you

Been here all along

So why can't you see?

You belong with me.

Have you ever thought

Just maybe

You belong with me?

LITTLE IMPERFECTIONS THAT MAKE THINGS PERFECT

DADDY'S LITTLE GIRL

when u see someone losing the one they love, u realise u were never grateful for everything u have. so i take this time to be in silence and juz pray for all the good things in my life. i know i always take u for granted dad. i often do things against ur will. i'm very sorry for everything i did. u know how much i love u. and being away from u is not easy. i will always love u and i know i will always be ur little girl. I LOVE U SO MUCH. i now know life is short and everyone muz appreciate the people around them. there is no point crying over spilled milk.

HOPE IT HELPS US ALL

Major projects to build high-income nation

KUALA LUMPUR: Malaysia is geared for bigger growth – and a push towards becoming a high-income nation – with major public-private investment-driven infrastructure projects that are set to kick off next year.

Budget for Vision 2020

THE Budget was formulated to bring about significant changes to the country’s development and the rakyat’s well being, Prime Minister Datuk Seri Najib Tun Razak said.

Full loan for first-time house buyers

FIRST-TIME house buyers with a family income of less than RM3,000 per month need not pay the 10% down payment under the My First House Scheme (Skim Rumah Pertamaku).

IGP welcomes allocation of RM350mil

THE police will continue with their efforts to provide better service and reduce the crime rate in order to ensure a safer country.

RM5bil Warisan Merdeka will be country’s new landmark

THE Warisan Merdeka landmark, a RM5bil project located within the enclave of Merdeka Stadium and Stadium Negara, will change the city skyline.

Putting public transport on the right track

THE Mass Rapid Transit (MRT) project, which will start in Klang Valley next year, will enhance the utilisation rate of public transport by at least 40% upon its completion in 2020.

Promoting country as Asia’s premier shopping hub

IMPORT duty on approximately 300 items will be abolished to promote Malaysia as Asia’s shopping haven.

No toll hike on PLUS highways for five years

HIGHWAY users were given good news to last five years – that’s how long toll rates on four stretches of the PLUS Expressway will not be increased.

Musa expects Sabah to see rapid growth

KOTA KINABALU: Sabah’s key sectors such as agriculture, aqua-culture and tourism will see rapid growth in the coming years, thanks to specific financial allocations in the 2011 Budget.

Eswaran: It’s a caring budget that considers all views

Budget 2011 is a caring Budget with four key strategies to spur development, said Malaysian Associated Indian Cham ber of Commerce and Industry (MAICCI) president Datuk K. K. Eswaran.

Permata scheme gets RM111mil

THE Permata Negara programme for gifted young children has received a RM111mil boost under the Budget.

Female civil servants can take up to 90 days maternity leave

FEMALE civil servants will be allowed maternity leave up to 90 days from the current 60 days subject to consensus between the management and the employee.

Wage council to be set up

A NATIONAL Wage Consultation Council will be set up to determine the rate and mechanisms involved in setting a minimum wage for workers.

Duty exemption on hybrid cars extended to next year

THE import duty and excise duty exemption for buyers of hybrid cars has been extended to December next year.

Khaled: Key focus is on human capital

A KEY focus of Budget 2011 is to build quality human capital and increase the value of research and development (R&D), Higher Edu cation Minister Datuk Seri Mohamed Khaled Nordin said.

Education Ministry getting RM3bil more

THE Education Ministry will receive an allocation of RM29.3bil, a 14.9% increase or RM3bil from last year.

Chua: A Budget designed to sustain economic growth

MCA president Datuk Seri Dr Chua Soi Lek has described the Budget as a good one that will sustain economic growth for many years to come.

Medical groups laud initiative to build health centre

THE Government will build the Academic Medical Centre as part of its Public-Private Partnership (PPP) initiative.

Many lament rise in service tax

MIDDLE-income earners are lamenting that the increase in service tax from 5% to 6% is going to ad-versely affect them and leave a big hole in their pockets.

Civil servants rewarded

THE Government has offered goodies to the 1.2 million civil servants in appreciation of their contributions and full commitment in ensuring the success of the Government Transformation Plan.

Increase in allowance to spur orang asli chiefs

THE increase in the monthly allowance for orang asli chiefs from RM450 to RM800 will motivate them to work harder in tending to the needs of the community.

Training to take off in January

A NEW 1Malaysia training programme will start in January with an allocation of RM500mil.

Good for some, not so good for others

SECURITY guard Radin Borhan Radin Baser is extremely happy with Budget 2011 as it increased the guard’s salary to between RM500 and RM700.

RM850mil thrust for economic corridors

THE Government has allocated RM850mil to accelerate the development of economic corridors, mostly in infrastructure.

Taib happy with allocation for Sarawak

SARAWAK Chief Minister Tan Sri Abdul Taib Mahmud has expressed satisfaction with the allocation for Sarawak under the Budget, saying it will produce good returns on investments.

MTUC: Govt should control PPF

THE much talked about Private Pension Fund (PPF), targeted at those outside the current pension scheme and the self-employed, should not be left in the hands of profit-driven companies.

More affordable mobile phones for all

PETALING JAYA: The removal of the 10% sales tax on ordinary mobile phones should make the phones more affordable especially to first-time buyers, but don’t expect a huge drop, experts say.

EPF can get better returns with new ruling on overseas investment

PETALING JAYA: The move to allow the EPF to increase its overseas investment will allow diversification for better returns but some measures should be put in place before this can be achieved, according to fund managers and financial industry observers.

Big projects to power economy

KUALA LUMPUR: Private investment through construction activity got a serious boost from Budget 2011 after a slew of costly projects headlined by the RM40bil mass rapid transit project were announced as the building blocks towards reinventing the economy got under way.

Captains of industries say ‘aye’ to budget

Implementing the Feed-in-Tariff mechanism

KUALA LUMPUR: Although details are yet to be available, analysts speculate consumers may pay more for their electricity bills with the implementation of the feed-in-tariff mechanism under the Renewable Energy Act.

Revitalising the palm oil sector

KUALA LUMPUR: As an initiative to revitalise the palm oil and related industries, RM297mil will be set up for the enhancement of productivity by encouraging replanting activity to replace aged trees with high quality new clones under the Budget 2011.

Multi-billion projects in the pipeline

PETALING JAYA: The Government has earmarked several multi-billion projects that will see the construction of several highways, a mass rapid transit (MRT) system, and the Kuala Lumpur International Financial District (KLIFD) amongst others, to be kicked off next year.

Higher sales of hybrid cars expected

PETALING JAYA: Sales of hybrid cars are expected to increase following a drop in prices after the Government granted full excise duty exemptions on such vehicles.

Service tax ‘not positive move’

PETALING JAYA: The Government proposes that the service tax be increased from 5% to 6% and that it be imposed on paid television broadcasting services.

Allocation for high value-added industries will boost foreign investment

GEORGE TOWN: The allocation of RM857mil to local companies to invest in high value-added industries will help increase the influx of foreign direct investment as the fund will enable local vendors supporting multinational corporations (MNCs) in the country to further strengthen.

Tax consultants: Good for Govt, not for consumers

PETALING JAYA: Tax consultants concur that the increase in service tax to 6% will result in higher revenue for the Government but negatively impact businesses and consumers.

Mixed views on measures for capital market

KUALA LUMPUR: Analysts are neutral on the moves to boost capital markets, as they feel that the issue of velocity, which is key in making the market vibrant, is still not fully addressed.

Tax relief for pension fund won’t hurt unit trust

PETALING JAYA: The plan to extend tax relief for contributions to the proposed Private Pension Fund (PPF) which will be set up next year will not impact investment in unit trusts, fund managers said.

First home scheme to attract young buyers

PETALING JAYA: To promote home ownership among Malaysians, the Government has proposed to introduce First Home Scheme whereby Cagamas Bhd will provide a guarantee on the 10% down-payment for houses priced below RM220,000.

RM1bil for bumiputra property trust scheme

PETALING JAYA: A syariah-compliant Bumiputra Property Trust Scheme will be launched this year with a size of RM1bil.

Johor happy with allocation

JOHOR BARU: Johor thanks the Federal Government for its unwavering support to further develop Iskandar Malaysia in Budget 2011.

BUDGET 2011

The Budget in brief

Toll highways and PPP projects

> The government plans to build six highways

> Toll rates on four highways owned by PLUS Expressway Berhad will not be increased for the next five years.

> Greater KL MRT to be implemented from 2011.

> A new 100-storey landmark, Warisan Merdeka, to be completed in 2020.

Tax incentives/hike

> Import duties for around 300 preferred consumer items to be abolished.

> Service tax to be imposed on paid television broadcasting services.

> Service tax for restaurants, hospitals and car rentals to be increased from 5% to 6%

> Sales tax will be exempted on all types of mobile phones.

Housing and Community

> Stamp duty exemption of 50% for first time house buyers on a house priced less than RM350,000

> RM350mil to implement various programmes to combat crime

Family and women

> RM70mil for programmes with selected NGOs to strengthen the family institution and address social ills.

> 40 1Malaysia TASKA to assist women to obtain quality childcare and early education for their children.

Civil service

> Maternity leave increased from 60 days, not to exceed 90 days for civil servants.

> Housing loan for civil servants increased to a maximum of RM450,000 from RM360,000 currently.

Education

> RM576mil allocated for scholarships for those wishing to further their studies.

> RM213mil allocated to enhance proficiency in Bahasa Malaysia and the English Language.

Health

> RM15.2bil to build new hospitals and increase the number of doctors, nurses and supplies of medicines and equipment.

> Another 25 1Malaysia Clinics will be established, bringing the total to 76.

Environment and green tech

> RM1.9bil to finance environmental preservation projects.

> To further encourage ownership of hybrid cars, import duty and excise duty exemption will be extended until Dec 31, 2011

Welfare

> RM100mil allocated to implement various orang asli programmes.

> RM218mil to benefit 80,000 disabled individuals through various programmes.

2 SIDES TO LOVE

His side

-"tell her how you feel" is what my friends said
-so i picked up the phone
-called your house
-you answerd
-i said "i love you"
-and hung up right after
-the next day
-i told you it was a bet from a friend
-it was partly true
-but you didnt answer
-no sassy come back wich you allways do
-just stood there
-the walked away

My side

-he called my house
-i picked up
-he told me he loved me
-then hung up
-the next day
-i was going to tell you i loved you back
-but you said it was a bet
-i had everything planned out
-every move i planned
-every word
-but when you said that...
-i had nothing to say
-i stood and watched you
-as you broke my heart

HATE THIS

Y IS THIS HAPPENING TO ME??this whole year has been tough. my results for assignments keeps deteriorating. i started working on my assignments earlier but still...i hate this. all those who can't even speak proper english are doing better than me. sometimes i juz feel like quiting. luck is definitely not on my side. what if i can't make it when i'm in NZ?? what if i do terribly in my exams and assignments there??no one can help. and i am not blaming anyone for this except myself. i am the problem. i always was. the black sheep of the class. sometimes i even feel like my frens dun love me anymore bcoz i'm not as good as them. my problemm, i always thought i am talented and an amazing girl but honestly i am nothing and a no one. i'm not good at anything i do. i can only talk the talk but i was never able to walk the talk. i envy those who can be so humble of themself. people like ekant, jaja, jee ying , cah , suya.....kamal.....so talented and good at everything they do. someday i wish i can be juz like them. someday..hopefully....

GOSH!!!

busy and emotional day......i have to start studying for my finals. i can no longer fool around or think of other things.....juz 2 more weeks for finals, 4 more weeks for this place. NZ = new start, new beginning, fresh hope......i can juz hope for the best for everyone.

love this song

Siragugal vanthathu yengo sella
Iravugal theerthathu kannil mella
Ninaivugal yenguthu unnai kaanaveeeeee

Kanavugal ponguthu yethele alla
Valigalum serdhathu ulle kella
Sugangalum kooduthu unnai theydiyeeeee

Unnai unnai thaandi sella
Konja kaalam konja thooram konja neram kooda yennal aahumoo

Unnai unnai thedi thaane
Intha yaekam intha paathai intha payanam intha vazhkai aanathoo

Kanavugal ponguthu yethele alla
Valigalum serdhathu ulle kella
Sugangalum kooduthu unnai theydiyeeeee

Ohhhh ohhhhhhh ohhhh ohhhhhhh ...

Nadhiye ne yengae endru karaikal thedak koodaathaa
Nilave ne yengae endru mugilhal thedak koodaathaa

Ohhhhhh

Mazhlai iravinil kuyilin geetham thodipathaaai yaar arivaar
Kadal nodiyyin kidakkum palarain kanavugal yaar arrivar

Alzahe nee yengi irukkiraai vazhithaal anbe nee angi irukiraaai
Uyire nee yennna sei kiraai uyirin ulle vanthu selkiraai

Anbe yenthan nenjam yenge poovin ulle nilavin meyle
Theeyin kile kariku veliye illayeee....

Unnthan kannil unnthan moochil unnthan iravil unnthan nenjil
Unnthan kaiyil unnthan uyiril ulla vazhiyeee...

Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ...

Yenake nan sumaiyaai maari yennai sumanthu vantheyne
Unnakke nan nillalai maaari unnai theydi vantheyne

Vizhi ninaikira neram paarthu immai vilahi vidaathu
Uyir thudithidum munnney yenthen uyir othukki vidaathu

Ulaham oru pulli yaahuthey
Nenjam yengo mithanthu poguthey
Uyiril oru poo vedikkuthey
Suhamo vazhiyo ellai meeruthey

Siragugal vanthathu yengo sella
Iravugal theerthathu kannil mella
Ninaivugal yenguthu unnai kaanaveeeeee

Oru immai yengilum thenil moolga
Maru immai maathiram vazhiyil noga
Yidayinil yeppadi kanavum kaanumoooo

Unnai unnai thaandi sella
Konja kaalam konja thooram konja neram kooda yennal aahumaa

Unnai unnai thedi thaane
Intha yaekam intha paathai intha payanam intha vazhkai aanathoo

DEBATE

hate the topic...hello i'm not a medical student......how am i suppose to know all this medical terms....i need a doctor to help......(cute doctor will b nice)..hehe.....no mood for a debate when Bong is in the group as me.....cannot argue with him..haih.....DEBATE..here i come..

HELP ME

i'm not sure if many get this feeling.......but if u ever got it b4...help me overcome it.....okie here goes....

1. heart beats so fast that ur ribs might not be able to hold it together

2.feels like someone actually put their hand in2 ur chest n pulled ur heart out and u can feel every bit of that pain.

3. u find it hard to breath.....as if there is not enough oxygen on planet earth.

4. u want to scream out loud but ur vocal cord is blocked.

5. u feel like crying all the time but ur tear tank is all dried up.

6. wish u can spend hours in the shower where no one can hear to cry or see the tears from ur eyes.

7. wish to shut urself from everyone

8. ur frens try to comfort u but u juz get irritated.

9. the boy who did all this to u says sorry n u feel like u can fall in love all over again and going through steps 1 to 8 seems all right......... :-)

NO MORE!!!!!!

sorry....but i'm officially over u....i can't wait anymore for u to decide whether or not u want to love me or not........its ur lost buster......i'm a great girl n everyone knows it......u will regret ur decision......GOODBYE!!!!!!!!!!!!!