FATE???DESTINY???

i'm not sure if i blieve in these words. is there such thing? if there is what has fate or destiny stored for me? everything is falling apart. those who were close to me are no longer there for me. i am leaving this maktab soon, and still no moves from the other side. no pouring feelings, no sharing emotions. its all silent. worse than before. mayb its the thought of me leaving, scaring this person. n here i thought me leaving will make the truth come out. so....we have no fate/destiny. me i hope with you and you i hope with me.